Saya Bahagia (^_^)

Well, 

Apapun orang nak cakap apa, 

Tapi syukur saya tidak bersama diorang lagi,

Ikut kata Aisya,

Bila ngan diorang kita macam lalai,

True enough,

Now,

Saya ada member2 yang sengal dan yang tak sengal,

Diorang mampu buat kamu gelak ketika kamu sedih,

Diorang boleh di umpama Zharif Ashraf,

Tapi, way better than him :D,

Aisya, 

Bagus untuk kamu la kamu jugak sedar =D,

Tapi kesian diorang gak, 

Bukan salah diorang gak, 

Dah memang macam tu perangainya,

Nak buat macam mana,

Tak semua orang sempurna un,

Kita bukan je belajar dari kesilapan kita sendiri,

Tapi,

Belajar la daripada kesilapan orang lain jugak supaya kita tak buat kesilapan yang sama seperti dia,

Tanpa korang, 

Aku mungkin jadi pendiam kot.. (ye la sangat) hohoho

Aku ada Hanan, Nadhirah, Nabihah, Nasuha, Atiqah, Syiefaa, Aisya A, Aisya F, Akila, Tini, Syafiqah, Syarafini, Mirah, Mieya, Aus, Jaa, Pok cik and my own Luke Mably, Azfar Hakim (^_^)

Tak de diorang, aku tak tau la macam mana aku sekarang nea,

Thank you you guys..

Aku hargai sangat2 kehadiran korang..

Love you guys soo much XD

<3

XOXO

BINGUNG

First of all.. post before this one.. Not mine.. (-_-#)

Not cool kepada Fatin Akila buat sesi luah perasaan kat blog orang..

Hempuk ngan meja belajar baru tau.. (tak de la sampai camtu)

Sebenarnya, saya masih fenim.. you know fenim?

fenim = pening

Apa perasaan saya sebenarnya..

Kawan kata, syedi jumpa jodoh dia..

I was like.. kejadah korang nea.. hadoi..

Aku sendiri pun tak yakin ngan diri sendiri..

Back to sayalah..

Saya tak nak benda yang sama akan terjadi..

Tak nak lukakan hati orang daa.

Like yang before, dia marah sampai sekarang..

Padahal dulu dia pernah cakap, walau apa pun jadi,

kita tetap KAWAN..

tapi, not that simple bila hati orang da terluka sangat2 gara2 tindakan kita.

So, saya tak nak lukakan hati orang lagi..

But I met YOU..

Sebelum nea macam da tekad kot, NO

tapi KAMU (-_-#)

ada je cara buat saya sakit hati at that time..

Tapi sakit hati itu yang menimbulkan rasa suka..

 Lama2 dapat tahu ANDA juga suka..

Tapi, bagi saya, apa saya dah buat nie..

but then, KITA kata, semuanya akan jadi okay je..

Sebenarnya, kadang2 saya tak okay..

Banyak yang saya fikirkan..

Awak cakap awak pilih saya..

Saya terharu but saya takut sebenarnya..

What if something happen?

Apa yang patut buat bila jadi sesuatu nanti..

Then I told myself..

Jangan terlau yakin..

Macam kau gali kubur kau sendiri..

But, cuba sedapkan hati.. 

Everything gonna be fine..(ye ke)

Tapi kadang2, saya fikirkan DIA,

Dia tetap tunggu AWAK..

Setianya dia pada awak kan..

Awak bagitau saya..

Walaupun ada yang pilih dia, tapi dia macam tolak..

Awak sendiri yakin yang dia masih tunggu awak..

Saya tersentak bila awak cakap macam tu..

Saya macam, awak macam biar je dia tunggu awak..

Why not stop her.. awak biarkan dia menunggu..

Awak macam bagi harapan je kat dia..

Tapi, biarlah, tu pilihan awak..

Then, masa kita tak tau nak cakap apa.

Awak boley bayangkan tak, 

Sampai bila boley bertahan sampai memang kekeringan idea dah nak tanya apa dah..

Setiap kali awak cakap awak terkilan, 

saya terus macam, alamak, aku lukakan hati orang lagi ke,,,

mintak2 lah tak..

Awak, saya mintak maaf kalau saya tak dapat nak faham apa yang awak nak..

Saya manusia biasa yang tak lari dari buat kesilapan..

Saya ikhlas suka awak..

Tapi saya takut saya akan lukakan hati awak..

Maaf eh..

 XOXO

 

 

 

Best nya Orang yang Kita Minati, Minat kat Kita Jugak

Setiap orang mesti ada yang dia suka un.. Tak Terkecuali aku.. Aku hanya mampu memerhati dia dari jauh.. Walaupun dekat dengannya tapi bagi aku, ada tembok besar antara kami.. Entah lah, mungkin takdir telah menetapkan yang aku dan dia tidak sepatutnya kenal.. Jadi,biarlah aku memerhati dia dari jauh sehaja dari dia terluka.. semoga Tuhan melindungi dia selalu..

SIAP JUGAK AKHIRNYA !~!~!~!~!~!~!

Alahamdulillah,
akhirnya ciap jugak pengurusan fail kokurikulum kelab..
punya lah kusyuk fikir segala..
taip itu ini...
sampai tak perasan da dua jam lebih menghadap benda tu..
cikgu da la tak bagi point2 penting untuk fail..
ape daa cikgu..
tapi tak pe..
tahu cikgu busy..
lagipun cikgu kena uruskan persatuan ngan sukan..
kesian cikgu pening kepala..
hohoho (cop angin ka hapa nea)
tapi siyes.. biar tak sepenuhnya..
tapi puas hati..
tak siap sepenuhnya sebab..
laporan 2011 ntah mana-mana..
da la laporan tahun lepas penting coz tahun lepas,
Sains Machang jadi tuan rumah reka cipta kebangsaan peringkat SBP..
hailah,,
satu kerja lak nak cari semua tu..
fail tahun lepas entah wujud entah tidak..
jangan la kena marah dek S/U koku uh..
skang kena pikiaq sal betulkan carta organisasi..
cikgu nak yang bertaip la plak..
tak menarik tulis tangan katanya,, -____-..
so, nak mula kerja balik..
len kali edit lagi..
au revoir XD

XOXO

Bosan(!)

hadoyai..
bosan yg teramatlah bosan..
dy xde.. p kem..
nak text xde kdt..
trima je la..
first time usha gmbr..
saje nk ilangkan bosan..
bila usha rase sakit aty la plak..
-______-
setiap gmbr mesti ada je yg mengelike..
huh..
xde keje..
so, keje nk meng-usha gmbr, terhenti..
ye ah.. mood terbang melayang jauh..
btol ke keputusan aq?
slalunya aq xcmnea..
ntah..
kita tgk lah mcm mana..

xoxo

Exam + HTA + KOT = Penat Berpanjangan

okay...
post sebab nak tenangkan hati..
ntah kenapa..
it's been a hard week..
exam, campur ngan persediaan hari terbuka asrama dan terus kepada kejohanan olahraga tahunan..
haru budak di buatnya..
bagi aq.. campur lak ngan masalah peribadi..
*hnya mampu mengeluh..
dugaan.. mcm byasa.. haha
seriously.. persediaan hta xsentuh pon lagi..
lau nk tnggu abes exam mmg xboley pakai..
then kot.. lagi ler haru.. maskot pon ntah mana2,,
cikgu.. kesiankan la kami..
hadoi..
nak result 'beyeh' tp bwat jadual camnea,..
camner nk fokus..
team work pon tarak apa2..
yg ni sibuk nk study..
yg ni sibuk bwat kerja hta..
yg nie sibuk sal sukan,,,
mana satu ler..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
tension yg amat sngt!!..
layan je ler..
xnk pikir lg daa..
sakit aty..
>.<



xoxo

guess what?? haha..

okay,
it's been a long time i didn't update this blog..
too many to tell..
it's like my diary now..
yeah right.. haha..
it's been a long week..
a sad and a happy week.. (oh yeah)..
but mostly.. of course lah happy..
tell you a secret.. i'm falling again..
but i don't care,, stupid right..
i just let myself fall this time..
but i'm being careful at the same time..
not putting to much hope in it..
sengal je en.. hoho..
i update this blog because..
ada la pak cik tu cakap lama saya tak update blog..
nak suruh update sal dy la tu.. xp.. haha

jeng..jeng..jeng..
i like him..
ntah kenapa..
dia kejam, pembuli, jahat, sengal..
still i like him kowt..
(eley, suke la tu.. wink2)


lalala~~
sengal je un..
tp kitorang kuat gadoh kot..
agak kuat..
gadoh3 then baik balik..
kejadah ler..



nie ler aq buat lau gadoh..
act dumb like nothing matter at all..
hahahah..
nak sambung lagi.. got not enought time..
aiseh..
time envy me soo much.. ahahaha..
bye2.. till next time..
au revoir..




xoxo~

Life is Hard.. Too hard..

At the moment he asked me..
Did I ever get over someone..
Then it snapped..
I never get over him.. *sigh
Ya Allah ya tuhanku..
Life is Hard..
Too hard.
I don't think I can manage myself..
What the matter with me just to forget one person..
It's not that hard but why?
I know, this is just a test from You..
but, i need You to overcome it..
Hopefully I will.
Insyaallah..
Till now, I still regret for doing the biggest mistake of my life..
The mistake for wrongly judging a person..
It had made my life worst I guess..
but, life must go on..
there must be "hikmah" in everything that had happened..
I have God, I have my family, I have my friends to help me,
stay by my side,
give me strength,
support my actions,
"tegur" my wrong doings..
most importantly,, walk beside me to achieve success..
:D
I'm grateful enough and the past,
I hope it will be buried from time to time..


xoxo

Happy Birthday To You :D

First of all..
Dear (!) HAPPY BIRTHDAY (!)



We all love you sooooooo damn much NUR AINA MARDHIAH..
HAPPY 17th BIRHDAY.. XD
5 Februari tarikh keramat kau..
last year sambut birthday bersama-sama un..
Hope kita sama-sama berjaya..
That gift, ikhlas dari K.A.M.I...
so, kelak, bila ingat K.A.M.I..
pakai ler eak..
perangai sengal.. jangan ilangkan..
forever AMIGAS, always be AMIGAS..
Au Revoir..
XD


xoxo

pomm... pomm...

Bonjour..

okay, first

dont enter my life..

please.. haha

cam sengal je nak halang orang..

siyes nie.. muka siyes --> =.= haha

jgn bg aq suka kau..

lau dah suka aku xlepas.. huahuahua...



p/s: jangan fikir laki.. xde kaitan ngan kaum adam.. -___-

xoxo

Tension ->.<-

Mak, nak potong rambut =.=
haish..
seriously..
tak nak simpan panjang2..
apatah lagi tahun exam -___-
kali terakhir potong pastu tak na dah..
lau potong tanpa kebenaran,rumah pon tak leyh masuk kang..
boleh la mak.. kali terakhir.. X(

xoxo

when things get rough... woman start doing darn things..

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!
Earth to you woman..
I dont care what the hell you say..
Dont force me talk crap things towards you..
dammit..
I'm not that crazy..
seriously..
girl like you make me sick to death..
I never knew a girl like you exist..
If you soooooooo that DESPERATE...
Go ahead...
hating you is on top of my list..
but, if i do hate you,
it makes me just as foolish as you are..
so, not gonna..
say things about me again..
and I start talking crap about you..

--> astaghfirullah
have to istighfar bnyk2..
Ya Allah..
sabar je la hidup nea..
harap tekawal la rasa marah nea..
xde guna nk marah sal nea..
tenang2..
sabar separuh dari iman.. :D


xoxo

hipokrit lagi ->.<-

MALAM YANG SANGAT MENYAKITKAN HATI

TRIMA JE LA..

LOL XD ayat lame jumpa balik.. baik punyaa... hahaha

sbnr nye..knape ore nk msg sgt ngn dy??
sbb nyakit ore nie xbrape da..xstabil aner.. just wait....
lau ad umo pnjg, i'allah kta dpt jmpa ag wlaupn dy da brpnyer n hepi...
n ore ajt nk abiskn mase ngn msg ngn dy 4 da first n last....
p bla tggu n tggu...
xpom smpai,,.. ore phm dy xde kdt...
p ore xpksa2 dy tuk msg ore wlaupn dy ad kdt...
ore tkot dy stress je bla msg ngn ore....
p xpe la...
jka dy taw ore da xde nnt, jgn la sdey2 lak cm ore nk tggl skoloh ai2..
igt la sntiasa glak tawa ku smsa dsmpg mu slame 4thn kta brsama...
'kbahagiaan mu dsmpg org yg drimu cyg akn mmbuatkn driku bhagia d hari kelak...

n jga la drimu sbagai mane yg ku psn dlu2 trhdp mu...igt la psn ku whai cyg ku...
ak sntiasa cyg n rndukn drimu wlaupn driku sdah tiada...
smoga bhagia dgn org yg trcyg....
ini la wrkah trakhr dari ku sblm ku mngglkn dri mu..
smpan la ia sbgai kngn mu buat ku...

---> bile jumpa balik msg nie..
pelik lak bila baca...
hahahhaha.
the past memories..

ergh ->.<-

this is pain in the neck..
huh...
I hate it for making this stupid game up..
and I hate it because I'm falling..
heck, what had happened anyway.
darn! I hate it when thing's didn't go well -.-
and I hate where it's going..
standing on a mountain and scream out loud will be great right now..
*sigh*
I want to put an end to this...
God, help me out somehow..

xoxo

Friendship

Good friendship is important in earthly life
True friendship is a rare find, lasting a life-time
Friendship is supportive, wholesome and priceless
Friendship must grow but is difficult to keep.

Friendship affords joy, solace and distraction
Friendship gives a better meaning to life
Friendship may deliver what parents sometimes fail to
Friendship is valuable, useful and advantageous.

Friendship makes the world a better place to live
Friendship makes living worthwhile, loveable and liveable
Friendship creates the right environs for sharing
The basis of good friendship is selfless, dedicated love of a special kind.

xoxo

Sayu hati tengok.. Bagi sedekah biarpun sikit pun jadi lah.. Asalkan niat tu penting, biarpun dyorg tipu atau tidak..

Salam,
first of all..
aku tak tau kenapa aku post sal nie..
ntah kenapa..
masa aku jalan2 kat bandar pasir mas..
aku nampak orang tua geledah tong sampah..
sayu hati tengok..
sedangkan aku yang sihat nie..
hidup senang lenang..
*mengeluh*
ntah la.. maybe aq cepat trasa..

Ada satu kejadian..
pagi hari raya pertama tahun lepas..
masa kat selekoh nak masuk jalan besar dekat cabang tiga sains machang
ada seorang pak cik berkerusi roda lalu sebelah kereta..
ayah cakap.. ayah nampak dy kat bandar machang..
isteri dia, maybe orang kerdil sedang menolak dia masa kitaorang tengok dyorang..
mak cakap,,
'kira isteri dy tolak dari bandar machang sampai sini?'
ayah cakap.. iye kot..
aku kat belakang senyap je..
nak mengalir air mata aku tgk org tua tu..
suami cacat.. isteri kerdil..
Ya Allah..
mak pun cakap..
'adik, p bagi nie kat pak cik ngan mak cik tu'
aq tersentak.. atas jalan raya..
xkan aq nk kuar keta and kejar..
dy orang pon da jauh masa tu..
mak pon kuar keta and kejar... aq tgk dr keta je..
masa mak bg duit tu.. muka dyorng.. happy sgt..
da la pagi raya..
air mata aq?
xyah ckp.. da berderai da.. hoho..
rezeki dy..
kalau dy menipu miskin pon..
yg pnting niat mak ikhlas..

Back to tujuan asal nk menge-post..
korang tak kesian ke tgk orang susah mengemis?
walaupon kita xtau dy tipu ke x tp xkesian ke?
siyes aq ckp.. aq kesian..
aq xley tgk org susah..
lau x air mata cpt je nk kuar..
cuba lihat..


xke kesian tgk.. hadoi..


nie lagi.. ya Allah..


yang nie aq xsanggup nk tgk..

tak ke kesian..
rezeki lain2 tp xsalah lau tolong orang un..
kalau korang, korang akan sedekah ke kat orang cmnea?


Dari Ibnu Umar r.a. sesungguhnya Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda yang bermaksud :

"Orang Islam itu saudara orang Islam lainnya.

Tidak boleh menganiaya antara satu dengan yang lain dan tidak boleh membiarkan dianiaya oleh orang lain.

Sesiapa menolong keperluan saudaranya, Allah akan menolong keperluannya.

Sesiapa melapangkan kesusahan orang Islam maka Allah akan melapangkan dari kesusahan di hari qiyamat nanti."

(Hadis Riwayat Al-Bukhari dan Muslim).

lagipun,
lau kita buat baik.. akan di balas ngan sesuatu yang lbey baik bukan..

xoxo

Okay, Here How This Goes..

I know this is wrong..
and I'm thinking to make this easier for you..
maybe..
this will hurt me..
this will hurt you.. maybe..
I don't want to talk about it..
so is she..
The best thing I could do is leave..
so you wouldn't talk about she don't want to hear..
I will be 'somebody that you used to know'
you're gonna be fine.. okay..
this is hard for me..
but it will make thing easier for you :D
and the song goodbye-secondhand serenade, is for you :D

Au revoir 'A' XD
the last time I could say..

xoxo

Asam Garam hidup aku :D

This Is My Best Friends :D

started with


---> Aisya Fitriah bt. Sepian
dy duduk kat tanah merah..
agak sengal orangnya..
and havoc giler.. haha
birthday dyer 17/2/1995



---> Nur Nisya Athirah bt. Mat Ariffin
yg nie tnggal kat Kota Bharu
yang nie pandai nyanyi,,
suke bwat muka chomel dy lau nk bodek org.. haha
birthday dy 28/6/1995



---> Siti Aimi Asyarah bt. Zakaria
tggal kat kg. joh
yg nie member sejak aq darjah 6,,
prangai xmatured -__- haha
Birthday dy 31/7/1995



---> Fatini Nazirah bt. Abdul Wahab
dy tnggal kat kerteh..
umah member yg dekat2 aq xprnh pegi..
umah dy yg jauh jgk aq pegi.. haha
Birthday dy 12/5/1995



---> Nurul Izzati bt Zulkifle
yang nie pn tnggal tanah merah gak
agak periang.. skali dy marah..
baik lari jaoh2.. haha.. gurau2..
dy baik je.. mcm mak lau dy care kita.. hoho
Birthday dy 1/7/1995



---> Nor Fathiehah bt Faudzi
yang nea tnggal kat pasir mas.
jenis perahsia cket p sama jahat je..
lau kena mood dy.. habis org dy 'pangkah' haha..
Birthday dy 9/9/1995



---> Nur Aina Mardhiah bt Mohamed
yg nie tnggal kat tumpat..
org jnis otak gler2. haha
cuai tol dy nea.. hahaha..
sengal pon ada.. haha
tp dy baik :D..
Birthday dy 5/2/1995

nie la kawan2 aq yg membantu menempuh alamm persekolahan dan menjadikan ia bermakna.. haha.. aq sgt menghargainya :D

xoxo

Hakss XD

okay2..
well.. it started like this..
started just because trying to be mean..
and all of a sudden..
we become friends..
for 3 years at the school..
i didn't even realize he exist..
one batch.. how cruel is that to not notice.. hahaha
met him in front of his class..
i ask him to lend me a dollar -____-
i didn't even know him at the time.. haha
his expression?
of course like a monkey just got hit in the head..
but he give it anyway with a blurred face.. haha
the next day, i pay him back..
after that, he give a dollar again -__-
i pay him back again..
he give again and i pay again..
this went on for a week i guess..
weird but it's fun actually..
kinda childish and ridiculous.. haha
after that..
we start to study together since he is my bestfriend's friend..
at that time..
i don't know he likes me.. *blush2.. haha
but he's nice and understanding..
that's what make me fall for him.. haha
but we ended it anyway..
something went wrong..
and we have to be apart..
this happened when i'm in form 3
we still friend tho..
in form4.. we lost contact for good..
am i sad?
no, because it's better that way..
that's the path we should take and we take it..
it's the right thing to do..
regret knowing him? at least i'm not. :D
he's the best person ever known..
i'm thankful to have met him..
his happy with his own life now..
and i'm happy with mine.. :D

p/s: this happened years ago..
but i post it now.. for fun and for the memory :D
it's not wrong to like someone, just,
don't let feelings get in the way from your true goal. :D

xoxo

Express Your Friendship :D

If you have friends,
don't be afraid to express your friendship..
don't be afraid to tell them that you admire or love them..
If you love anybody,
why not say so?
If you enjoy anyone's company,
why not say so?
It costs you nothing..
It may mean everything to your friend and to your friendship..
Friendship is no one-sided affair,
but an exchange of soul qualities.
There can be no friendship without reciprocity.
One cannot receive all and give nothing,
or give all and receive nothing,
and except to experience the joy and fulness of true companionship..

xoxo

XOXO

seriously..
I don't know why I'm making another blog..
Just to satisfy myself, maybe..

xoxo